That's my valentines' day gift from love. (:
Thanks baby! I'm sure that big hole in your pocket left you with a slight heartache eh? Although you keep insisting that you're not, as long as I like the bag. Hahahhaha! But still, Thanks love! I really love the bag and I love you more. (:

Anyway, initially I wanted to settle for another design, which is almost the same just that its in navy blue and the ribbon isnt that big. And that design only cost $300. But, I still ended up getting the latest design which cost $4xx .. Hee!

Haven't got the time to shop for baby's valentines' day present. ): Oh man! Why must exams be so near to Valentines' Day and Valentines' Day falling on Chinese new year. -.-

Shall study after this post! I promise!!!!! ;D

"Crying is the healthiest form of satisfaction."
Read this somewhere from the net. Totally agrees. Furthermore, it's free and definitely available on a daily basis in addition, it is completely natural. Hah.

Felt so much better after I let my tears out. Although many takes crying as a weakness, I find it opposite. Its somehow... like... strength. Just that this strength is aa power showed through actions. It lessen the weight on my shoulders, not a little, but a lot.. Somehow it makes me feel better because I didn't hold back, instead I let it all out.. Only this way, I allowed myself to feel comfortable even in my own problems. My tears are like my bestfriends, my close ones because only they know what I'm going through, they understand, they truely know how I really feel and they are the ones who would accompany @ my worst times..

I smile, like always. But deep down, I'm an emotional rollar coaster....

Just updated my playlist.. One of my favourites (:

Watched 14 Blades with baby yesterday and as usual, late movies means cabbing home.
Anyway my dearest boy is going to buy me that Kate Spade bag this coming saturday! ;D
Told baby we shall shopped around first, incase I see another nicer bag. x:

I've dropped the idea of buying LV or Gucci bags already. Not really because of the price although its really abit costly. But due to the fact that almost everybody walking down orchard road owned one of them.. Common, very very common nowadays.

I've learned that the paths we chose aren’t always right for us and that procrastination only leads to incompleteness.
I've learned that sometimes we don’t always deserve what we get and sometimes, we need to learn to cope with those unexpected changes in life.
I've learned that growing up comes with growing responsibility, too. And that hurt is not optional, but it is required. 
I've learned that in order to make peace, we have to change ourselves too and the best advice comes from self-experience, not self-worth.
I've learned that habits can grow onto us like a scar and our parents always have and always will want the best for us but we've all the while misunderstand it. 
And lastly, I've learned that learning hasn’t have and isn’t easy...

Have you guys realise that facebook is getting really lag nowadays?
This lag-ness is really getting on my nerves! Wanted v much to see something, yet ........

Anyway back to the main point. I finally got the time to post! And I meant proper posting. Haha!
And guess what? I put my piano theory homework aside just to post ok! hehehehehe x:

Went shopping with Jo yesterday and I really love that 2 Kate Spade bag alot man ! Awwwww. Anybody wanna buy for me?
Oh, & not forgetting that pink wallet too. :/

I seriously hope my nails are stronger, so that they wont chip and crack so easily. ): I wanna go for manicure & pedicure session sooner or later but definitely before Chinese New Year.. Before that, I just gotta pray for my nails to grow faster and never to chip again!!!!

Haha! Baby called a few minutes ago! Shall finished up my homework and spent my night with him! ;D

I - meaning myself, my whole self, through and through, in absolutly every way I know how.

love - meaning absolute devotion. The selfless need for you to be happy for the somewhat selfish fact that it will make me happier than anything else. Meaning that you are always in my thoughts, and you’ll always be important to me.

you - meaning everything you are, every little detail, every little happy or sad detail and quirk. Not excluding anything, not holding any thing back, the whole you.

(:

At certain point of life, I feel that sometimes I'm not rewarded for the things I've done. At that certain point of time, I felt as if everything has fallen so fast and so hard on me. Sigh, thats life isn't it ? Why is it that when you do something good nobody realise, but when you do something bad, everyone seems to know. That's exactly how unfair life is.

I've walked through many paths in life. The good ones and the bad ones as well. @ times, we wouldnt be able to tell immediately if that "path" was the right one for each individual. Sometimes you only get to realise that it's not the right one for you when you reached the end point. "Try again" , this is easier said then done.

Just log on to nyp portal wanting to choose the language I wanna take, but logged out because my mind is blank, with no idea what to select. Sigh, Japanese? German? French ? Or should I go for English related elective?

Putting up a smile is easy to many.. but have anyone thought of those problems hidden behind one smile?

Slept rather early yesterday night compared to other days. I think its really time for me to switch my alarm clock back to the correct timing. ):

Why is it that almost all simple things have to be so complicated?
I've been through shit! I sure have. Projects & some really silly issues.. So this time round I'm going to just let it happen. Cause afterall it has happened & there's simply just nothing I can do .

My baby boy is booking out tomorrow! Yay-ness!

Anyhow life has been like shit for the past few days. Due to projects and still projects.
Word document, yahoo, google and what else? Totally like hell!
Needa spent 1 of my weekends meeting up my group mates for projects too!
WEEKENDS okay! Sigh.
I so wanna rest, but after projects comes my major exams. ):

Everything seems easier when you say it in your head. But once you have to say it out loud, it's a hundred times harder.

I blogged yesterday, but didn't published it successfully. Anyway, this was what I wanted to post initially. Hahaha!

Only managed to wake up @ 3pm today. Very very tired. Reached home around 4am the day before.
And baby's sick. ): He is just too weak lah! Fall sick so easily! Like that how to take care of me! x:
Haha! I'm just joking. Get well soon love.

A relationship isn't just about calling each other babe or baby or even saying "I love you". Its about being committed to make those words have true meanings. (:

Today

Had a hard time waking up today. Mum constant "wake up call" sounds like an alarm clock! x: OPPS! Mum's going to see this. Hahah! Love you mummy! Thanks for waking me up everyday la, but seriously, it's kinda annoying in the morning @ times. Hahah!

School was rather alright today. Just feeling very tired. Anyway, did I mention I manage to pass my POA. 2x/30 ! ;D

That shall be it. Nights babes & hunks!

If you're skinny, some people will call you anorexic.
If you're short, some people will call you shorty.
If you're intelligent, some people will call you a smartass.
If you put on too much makeups, some people will call you fake.
If you're pretty, people say you're fake too.
No matter what, some people will always find something wrong with you. 
The trick? Just don't give a fuck.

I've met many people who give nasty comments for almost all of the above mention.
Just what's wrong with this people ?
Those who are fat, wants to be skinny. But those who are skinny rather be known as slim.
Those who are short, people joke about your height. Like myself, I aint tall.
Those who put on thick makeups will be pointed as fakes. Many would comment that they are trying to cover up their flaws and this aint natural.
But, who on earth don't wanna look good ? Who on earth would wanna walk down orchard road with no confidence in themselve?

One word, look into the mirror before you comment. That's what I always tell myself.
Some once joke about my height. Some once laugh @ my pimples. But, I believe in retribution. Yes, Perlyn believe in such things!